What Could I Have Done? - J Church

I remember when we said goodbye, 
I didn't know it would be the last time I'd see you alive, 
I never had your fear of death, 
But a certain fear of what I don't expect 

And I do see what's in front of me, 
Now I ask myself the same old things, 
What could I have done? 
What could I have said? 
Before I read in the paper that you were dead 

You never liked the things I had to say, 
Now every ideology has melted away, 
As I sing this song again and again and again, 
All of the meaning has jumped to its end 

And I do see what's in front of me, 
And I ask myself the same old things, 
What could I have done? 
What could I have said? 
Before I read in the paper that you were dead 

There are skeletons in the closet, 
And there are roaches in the kitchen sink, 
And I can't go back to that house, 
There are too many memories there left for me 

And I do see what was in front of me, 
And I ask myself the same old things, 
What could I have done? 
What could I have said? 
Before I read in the paper that you were dead, 
You were dead