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[00:00.98]Yo, it's my life, my own words I guess
[00:06.37]Have you ever loved someone so much
[00:08.55]You'd give an arm for
[00:09.99]Not the expression, no
[00:11.33]Literally give an arm for
[00:13.27]When they know they're your heart
[00:14.66]And you know you are their armor
[00:16.25]And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
[00:19.34]But what happens when karma
[00:21.05]Turns right around and bites you
[00:22.54]And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
[00:25.70]What happens when you become the main source of her pain
[00:28.86]"Daddy look what I made"
[00:30.37]"Dad's gotta go catch a plane"
[00:32.21]"Daddy where's mommy?
[00:33.48]I can't find mommy, where is she?"
[00:35.35]"I don't know, go play, Hailie baby, your daddy's busy
[00:38.42]Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gon write itself"
[00:41.53]I give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself
[00:44.91]Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
[00:48.17]And put hands on her mother who's the spittin' image of her
[00:51.49]That's Slim Shady, yeah baby Slim Shady's crazy
[00:54.79]Shady made me
[00:55.99]But tonight, Shady's rock-a-bye baby
[00:58.32]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[01:01.33]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[01:05.08]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[01:06.96]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[01:11.24]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[01:13.71]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[01:17.89]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[01:19.82]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[01:23.78]I keep havin' this dream
[01:25.15]I'm pushin' Hailie on a swing, she keeps screamin', she don't want me to sing
[01:29.42]"You're makin' mommy cry, why, why is mommy cryin'"
[01:33.01]"Baby, daddy ain't leavin' no more, Daddy you're lyin'
[01:36.22]You always say that, you always say this is the last time
[01:39.79]But you ain't leavin' no more daddy, you're mine"
[01:42.47]She's pilin' boxes in front of the door tryin' to block it
[01:45.85]"Daddy please, daddy, don't leave, daddy, no, stop it"
[01:48.94]Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
[01:52.21]It's got a picture, "This will keep you safe daddy, take it with ya"
[01:56.05]I look up, it's just me standin' in the mirror
[01:58.60]These fuckin' walls must be talkin', 'cause man I can hear 'em
[02:01.88]They're sayin', "you got one more chance to do right
[02:04.66]And it's tonight, now go out and show em that you love 'em before it's too late"
[02:08.68]And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
[02:11.65]It turns to a stage, they're gone and the spotlight is on and I'm singin'
[02:15.68]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[02:18.32]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[02:21.85]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[02:23.76]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[02:28.11]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[02:30.75]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[02:34.25]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[02:36.63]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[02:40.68]Sixty thousand people all jumpin' out their seat
[02:43.44]The curtain closes, they're throwin' roses at my feet
[02:46.69]I take a bow, and thank you all for comin out
[02:49.72]They're screamin' so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
[02:53.04]I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seein'
[02:56.28]"Daddy, its me, help mommy, her wrists are bleedin'"
[02:59.45]But baby we're in Sweden
[03:01.13]How did you get to Sweden?
[03:02.73]I followed you daddy
[03:04.08]You told me that you weren't leavin'
[03:05.75]You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad
[03:08.95]And I bought you this coin, it says number one dad
[03:12.17]That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
[03:15.52]"I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"
[03:18.61]"But baby wait, it's too late dad, you made your choice
[03:22.21]Now go out there and show em that you love em more than us
[03:25.04]That's what they want
[03:26.46]They want you, Marshall
[03:28.02]They keep screamin' your name
[03:29.42]It's no wonder you can't go to sleep
[03:31.23]Just take another pill, yeah I bet you you will!
[03:34.51]You rap about it, yeah word, kid keep it real
[03:37.77]I hear a applause, all this time I couldn't see
[03:41.02]How could it be, that the curtain is closin' on me
[03:44.03]I turn around, find a gun on the ground
[03:46.83]Cock it, put it to my brain, scream Die Shady! and pop it
[03:50.78]The sky darkens, my life flashes
[03:53.05]The plane that I was supposed to be on, crashes, and burns to ashes
[03:56.99]That's when I wake up
[03:58.44]Alarm clock's ringing, there's birds singin'
[04:01.09]It's spring and Hailie's outside swingin'
[04:03.57]I walk right up to Kim and kiss her tell her I miss her
[04:06.58]Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister almost as if to say
[04:10.88]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[04:12.90]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[04:17.04]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[04:19.07]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
[04:23.16]And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
[04:25.96]Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, just know that
[04:29.81]I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
[04:31.84]And I didn't feel a thing so baby, don't feel no pain, just smile back
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