Woke Up in Pain - Cardinal Sin

Woke up in pain 
the feeling a fire gets in pouring rain 
left lonely and only inches from being cold 
try to contain the fire that will take over the brain 
I can't take that kind of tone 
suffocating 
my head in a bag, soon won't feel a thing 
this an omen or maybe just a stupid dream 
call it deranged and just bury me and ignore the screams 
you call a grave what I call home 
i've been so high 
at least the last couple of weekends 
good times gone dry 
needing to hear the voice from a friend 
I say I won't drift closer and closer to the deep end 
I keep it close, deep in my head 
so you don't see that i'm scared