You're all I'd love to love to
For myself and only ghost
You're all the youngest child
The one I love the most
The face I know and least I hope to
Breathing in your air
You've always been the king
I've always been the spare
I'm worthless and I'm unhappy
Lifeless wish I was you not me
All my life concerned in thought
Any life will soon be gone
I wanna do what's right for me
But I won't even if it comes for free
My head split clean in two
I see a man I wish I knew
But I just want to lose
The touch of human contact
Makes me feel dead inside
All my life running from something
But there's nowhere to hide
Abandoned, lonely, by myself
I'm no more than this hole
The only thing I wanted
Was to be a man for all
I'm worthless and I'm unhappy
Lifeless wish I was you not me
Don't bring me life or better
Don't preach what you don't know
I'll keep it stored with sadness
To keep it all below
I hope there's something hidden
Past the numbness and the shame
A spark not yet extinguished
A reason for the pain