You Will Disappear - New London Fire

Apparently disposed 
but when I just don't know 
everything is different now. 
Appearing in your clothes 
you saved from long ago 
and wore for me to see 
just what I had to leave. 
The words you can translate 
while I self medicate 
through the passing year 
so you will disappear. 
My breath is what you stole. 
Part of me got so old 
everything just happens now. 
Before I stop to die 
I'll measuer my life by 
what I never had 
and what I gave to you. 
The words you can translate 
while I self medicate 
through the passing year 
so you will disappear 
The promise that you broke 
is passing through your throat 
and out of such a pretty mouth. 
I believe it so 
but feelings of control 
always leave my mind 
it happens all the time. 
The words you can translate 
while I self medicate 
through the passing year 
so you will disappear