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[00:15.64]This is a funeral
[00:18.90]For the puberty I never had
[00:21.88]For the relationship with my dad
[00:24.34]For the half-assed friends who never texted me back
[00:27.49]This is a funeral
[00:30.63]For the girls I never kissed
[00:32.28]For all the flirting that I missed
[00:33.71]When I was too young and in the closet and anxious
[00:36.46]To even give a hug
[00:37.95]Let alone to hold her hand
[00:39.76]This is a funeral
[00:41.22]For the times I was black
[00:42.65]'Cause I was scared to be a firework
[00:44.13]Scared my sparks would cause burns
[00:48.82]Scared my lights would leave them blind
[00:51.34]This is a burial for 1000 lives
[00:54.40]This is a funeral
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[01:15.40]This is a funeral
[01:18.11]For the church folks that resisted
[01:20.02]For the times I was convinced that
[01:22.43]I didn't deserve love that they did
[01:24.79]'Cause what's between my legs doesn't matter
[01:26.98]When I die
[01:28.87]This is a funeral
[01:30.55]For the expectation I'll do anything but survive
[01:35.10]This is my eulogy for being alive
[01:38.03]This is a funeral
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[02:04.84]I'm ok the funeral's the start of healing pain
[02:11.36](This is a funeral)
[02:12.79]Grief can't get me if I am awake
[02:17.38](This is a funeral)
[02:19.00]Beginner's mind is how I learn to be safe
[02:24.69](This is a funeral)
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