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[00:09.43]Come pick me up, I'll pay for gas
[00:12.18]There's nowhere that I want to be
[00:14.67]And you'll drive fast, and I won't ask to pick the music on the street
[00:19.54]And we can talk about whatever, and pretend that we won't tell
[00:24.16]Even pretending to ourselves
[00:29.05]You think it's easy where it's darker
[00:31.84]And I like to feel my heart
[00:33.60]Speed up with my eyes shut
[00:35.67]And feel we're doing something we should not
[00:38.41]So for a time I spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
[00:43.47]Just trying to guess when we'll get caught
[00:48.03]This place is suffocating
[00:50.78]I'll still be here in five years
[00:53.01]Like I promise I won't, through the wind, in your ears
[00:57.94]But nothing feels this urgent
[01:00.42]And these nights are still important
[01:02.71]And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet
[01:07.96]Every time I feel alive, it will feel just like this
[01:11.97]I'll get the things you did, forget the boy I kissed
[01:17.05]By the hangar, and you'll both be strangers to me
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[01:26.61]Tonight it matters that how I'm not a person who you want to see
[01:31.47]'Cause I like to talk about the hospital and go when I don't need it
[01:36.32]Just to show the world I feel it, I only ever did it once
[01:41.09]And it was selfish, it was fun
[01:43.43]But I can't bring myself to
[01:45.82]Hate me for wanting a break
[01:48.17]I'll still be here in five years
[01:50.69]Where I made every mistake
[01:52.90]16 turned to disappear
[01:55.21]For one week, and a half
[01:57.62]You know it's all an act
[02:00.02]'Cause there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet
[02:04.90]This place is suffocating
[02:07.69]I'll still be here in five years
[02:09.96]Like I promise I won't, through the wind, in your ears
[02:14.67]But nothing feels this urgent
[02:17.34]And these nights are still important
[02:19.42]And there's still a lot I haven't put into words yet
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