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[00:17.15]I've been drinking all my mommas whiskey
[00:18.90]I've been staying up alone at night
[00:20.78]I've been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm paying for
[00:22.97]For which I still don't know the price
[00:25.19]I've been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right
[00:28.65]I just don't know tonight, yeah
[00:32.88]I've been feeling like the Knicks now
[00:33.93]Had to sacrifice last year to try and land a pick now
[00:36.45]Random side bar
[00:37.77]I'm still pissed Netflix dropped The Get Down
[00:40.71]And when I get down, ain't no end, shit that's everyday
[00:44.06]Even on the bestest of days, cups in the air 'till the rest can relate, yeah
[00:48.16]I've been finding grooves in the madness, yeah
[00:51.23]I've been little bruised with the sadness, yeah
[00:52.99]I've been drinking booze to distract shit, yeah
[00:55.05]I've been becoming the cliche
[00:56.79]Don't want them to wait 'till the end of the game to check on me
[00:58.92]I ain't instant replay homie, I be way lonely
[01:01.34]Be on my phone where they be way phony
[01:03.48]I made an album, I think it's amazing
[01:05.46]I'm scared you won't like it though
[01:07.03]Whatchu know 'bout that?
[01:08.84]Like when you write your truth can't say it was typo yo
[01:11.98]I mix my gangster with delicate
[01:13.65]I've been afraid of the evidence
[01:15.76]I'm in my jaded-est elements
[01:17.47]Soul is on fire, just hope that my hope doesn't vacate the premises
[01:20.33]Fame be the flakiest sedative
[01:22.51]And I'm most afraid of irrelevance now
[01:24.81]I've been treating women like my heart is Trump and like all my feelings is Mexicans
[01:28.64]It ain't that I'm afraid to let 'em in, I'm just an emotional veteran
[01:32.56]Emotion just ain't worth the stress in it
[01:34.62]And all of these pressures been festering
[01:36.73]Little bit of strength and a little bit of paint
[01:38.73]What I work with now, that's all I need
[01:40.72]Little bit of faith, and a hint of some restraint
[01:42.77]Wish I had more round, that's not what I see
[01:44.83]They give me applause and a bunch of oos and ahhs at the bars
[01:47.14]But homie that's not all I be
[01:48.84]2020 they gon' get to know me, me
[01:52.68]Sun is comin' shinin' above us and it's a good day
[01:56.16]May Jehovah tell me what love is, wish you could tell me somethin'
[02:00.30]Fuck it, lose your friends, lose your soul to trends
[02:03.34]Losin' love to make the ends to get the means to make the Ms
[02:07.40]To look behind but play pretend and wish that you could play again but different now
[02:12.27]The climate feel like winter now
[02:14.28]This shit ain't real, it's all just smoke and mirrors, wow
[02:17.18]Sinnin' alcoholic, yeah I've been it
[02:20.01]Lyin', cheatin', yeah I did it
[02:21.83]Wear that shoe, 'cause I fit it, yeah
[02:23.97]Are you livin' what you rap 'bout?
[02:26.46]Or are you livin' in a sad house?
[02:28.27]Or do you really get enough rest?
[02:30.11]Like fuck it, I'm about to cash out
[02:32.15]Rooftop in my hometown
[02:34.12]Where the sweet chick is my soul food
[02:36.18]Got a new face and a new way
[02:38.12]But she only fuckin' with the old you
[02:40.16]So I been movin' in and out the city
[02:42.28]Time to time you gotta cut the lights
[02:44.23]Told my shorty I been hella busy
[02:46.29]Momma told me don't believe the hype
[02:48.25]I been somewhere holdin' down the porch
[02:50.26]Livin' free and takin' no advice
[02:52.32]Take the Johnny Walker over ice
[02:54.19]Devil always puttin' up a fight
[02:58.87]I been drinkin', I been drinkin', yeah
[03:05.19]I been drinkin' all my momma's whiskey
[03:07.01]I been stayin' up alone at night
[03:08.90]I been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm payin' for
[03:10.93]For which I still don't know the price
[03:12.10]I been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah
[03:16.97]I just don't know tonight, yeah
[03:19.72]I been drinkin' all my momma's whiskey
[03:23.14]I been stayin, up alone at night
[03:25.05]I been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm payin' for
[03:27.20]For which I still don't know the price
[03:28.91]I been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah
[03:33.54]I just don't know tonight, yeah
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