It only hurts if you stop, so keep the bottle close
Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals
Close your eyes and breathe in
Wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control
Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
No, I'll never learn 'til I see red
Until I see the damage, there's no damage done
Need a reason for me not to self-destruct
You said it gets better, what if it never does?
What kind of monster will I become?
Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won't
Until they see my disposition change, until I'm barely
Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
No, I'll never learn 'til I see red
No, I'll never learn 'til I see red