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[00:21.94]It only hurts if you stop, so keep the bottle close
[00:27.52]Fix me up and shut me down with chemicals
[00:32.85]Close your eyes and breathe in
[00:35.40]Wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control
[00:42.70]Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
[00:46.72]There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet
[00:53.32]Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
[00:59.93]I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
[01:07.39]Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
[01:21.29]No, I'll never learn 'til I see red
[01:26.07]Until I see the damage, there's no damage done
[01:31.36]Need a reason for me not to self-destruct
[01:36.91]You said it gets better, what if it never does?
[01:41.13]What kind of monster will I become?
[01:46.74]Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath
[01:50.77]There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet
[01:57.40]Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
[02:03.79]I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
[02:11.41]Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
[02:29.90]Until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won't
[02:35.16]Until they see my disposition change, until I'm barely
[02:40.15]Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head
[02:46.60]I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest
[02:54.09]Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red
[03:07.84]No, I'll never learn 'til I see red
[03:18.50]No, I'll never learn 'til I see red
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