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[00:11.95]It's wintertime in my mind, out my head
[00:14.52]Overtime, out of line, under-slept
[00:17.22]Under read, over grind, underfed
[00:19.65]Tore me to pieces and tossed me like Wonder Bread
[00:22.28]Nothing's been lookin' up, feelings keep cookin' up
[00:24.74]Monster in my closet, me and him hookin' up
[00:28.48]'Cause it's fight or it's flight
[00:30.64]So I'm on a plane every night
[00:32.44]And I beat up myself 'til I eat up myself
[00:35.19]Up, down, left, right, yeah, I cheat on myself
[00:38.09]Focused on times when I needed your help
[00:40.35]But you left me a mess, I can't clean up myself
[00:43.84]I'm trapped in spiderwebs
[00:45.91]Made from things you said and promised
[00:49.33]I just can't pretend all this pain will end, no stoppin'
[00:54.26]These self-destructive thoughts stay with me all the time
[00:59.65]You got me locked in, I'm trapped in
[01:03.15]I'm trapped in your design (I'm trapped in)
[01:09.90]Broken-down zombie, mechanics work on me
[01:12.77]I can't figure it out, you don't want me?
[01:15.30]Trust me, I'm lyin', I gave up, I'm tryin'
[01:18.09]Got eyes in the back of my head, so stay silent
[01:21.06]'Cause I see red with thoughts of you mixed in it
[01:23.88]Hateful, my veins cold like Michigan
[01:26.27]Used to fixate on pictures of us
[01:28.82]Now I see them and throw up my guts
[01:31.22]Throw up my guts, this can't be love
[01:33.97]Bury it deep down with nothin' above
[01:36.56]A bottomless pit where I'm never enough
[01:39.24]Dream someone's chasin' me, but I can't run
[01:42.16]I'm trapped in spiderwebs
[01:44.31]Made from things you said and promised
[01:47.86]I just can't pretend all this pain will end, no stoppin'
[01:52.88]These self-destructive thoughts stay with me all the time
[01:58.06]You got me locked in, I'm trapped in
[02:01.65]I'm trapped in your design (I'm trapped in)
[02:08.73]I'm trapped in
[02:13.44]I've been trapped inside your spiderweb
[02:16.20]I'm too-t-too fa-far g-g-gone
[02:19.38]Trapped inside your spiderweb
[02:21.54]I'm too-too fa-far, too-too, fa-far
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[02:35.59](You left me a mess, I can't clean up myself)
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